Choosing work over everything else is never an easy decision, but as always, I find myself choosing work over everything else. Work over dumb shit sure, but also work over relationships, work over connection, work over emotional sustenance.
Neglecting your emotions doesn’t lead to good things, but that’s okay that’s okay I’ll manage, I’ll find a way to not self-destruct I’m not being self-destructive
He touched me and I swear I die every time he does
I’m not pretty enough, I’m not good enough, I’m just not enough. How could anyone like me? How could anyone be attracted to this? I will always choose work over you, I’m not even that attractive, I have avoidant attachment issues, I have social anxiety, I am insecure, I shut down and distance myself in times of crisis. Sure these are all things I am working on but how could anyone want this???????